I WAIT ON YOU

I was invited out by a very special friend to a women's meeting last week.  It was a picnic for women with a couple of guest speakers.  They held it outside under a pavilion at a church near to where I live called The Upper Room.  There were many ladies there from all around and from many other churches.  They come together as one to learn, grow and fellowship. 
To experience the feet of Jesus at The Well. 
Oh how I rejoiced at such a gathering inside my soul!
I was very touched by this. 

As I heard Natalie Shifflett speak on the topic of Waiting.  My heart begin to stir within me and open up to receive every word.  As she spoke, my heart plumped in the growing of her planting word seeds of The Holy Spirit, in the garden of my heart.
It is He who causes growing in my personal walk with Him.
In the deep core of the center of my belly...I felt my Lord.
 I heard Him say, "I want you to write about this....about Waiting." 
I was instantly moved in my spirit and mind and thanked my Lord. 

My Lord has been speaking to my heart a lot about "keep it simple."  My mind races with so much concerns, needs, wants to's and gotta do's.  Especial when I want to show love to others.  I want to be led by Him, so His Love is very evident of His Touch, Not mine.  All hearts should be drawn to Him and His Love, in All things.

Even in the areas of my life, He wants to touch and love on, I must Be Still.  Rest. Wait.
Oh…He will chase after me.  I am His Beloved.  But how beautiful it is to just Be Still with the Lover of my soul.  To really hear Him, draw close to Him and just breath in All He is to me.

Before I went to this meeting...I was in prayer to my Heavenly Father.
I had a heaviness in my heart.  I felt change was happening in certain circumstances in my life. 
 

This particular one, made me cry in sadness.   I couldn't keep anything down, because of the sadness and all I did was cry.  Sometimes I wept hard and sometimes silent tears. But for 4 days my tears was a constant on my face.
Tears that kept me in prayer. 
Because that is the kind of sadness that requires constant prayer.

The day before my sweet friend asked me to go to this meeting...I had told my Lord, "I Am Waiting On You."  God being such a Loving Father...Wanted me to understand what Waiting meant in my life, concerning what I just said to Him. 
Not my way, but His way.  His kind of "Waiting" is life giving.

I saw this post on Facebook and I captured it inside myself, and made it part of me. It has caused me to remember where my confidence should be…. In Him. 
He is The Promiser and the Author of Rest and Peace.
 


I am going to try to put into words best I can on what Natalie spoke on...that ministered to my heart about Waiting.

There is a purpose in our waiting on God in His timing.  He tests our faith to prepare us for what He is making us wait for.
Our "make it happen" attitude gets us in a mess and takes a lot more time to clean up. 

There is a season in Waiting and it is a Beautiful Season.

He ministers to you in The Waiting.
Drawing you to Him into a closer relationship with Him.
In The Waiting you become a new person, as you are spending time with Him.
Sometimes God puts us in the Waiting Room before we go to The Divine Appointment, set by Him for us personally. Because that appointment is what we are Waiting for. 
We have to stay in that Waiting Room until we learn what He wants us to learn.  We have to learn to give Him control and we have to stay there until we do. 
God always shows up for you on the appointed time from Waiting.
This Beautiful Speaker...Spoke much more on this subject...But this is what I felt I needed to share with you. 
Scriptures she shared are 
Isaiah 30:18  Therefore the Lord will wait, that He may be gracious to you; And therefore He will be exalted, that He may have mercy on you. For the Lord is a God of justice; blessed are all those who wait for Him
Galatians 6:9 And let us not grow weary of doing good, for in due season we shall reap if we do not lose heart.
Lamentations 3:25- 26 The Lord is good to those who wait for Him, To the soul who seeks Him. It is good that one should hope and wait quietly For the salvation of the Lord.
Psalm 130:5 I wait for the Lord, my soul waits, And in His word I do hope.
Oh My Lord, I sit in this Waiting Room.  I want to wait on You.  I need You in my waiting.  I want to experience all you want to teach me and draw me close to you during this time. 
To prepare me for what You want to show me and guide me to, from Your Perfect Heart of Love toward me. 
I want to be still at this time, this season of my life. Because Lord, in the waiting, being still is trusting You.  You do Great Things and Are Completely Beautiful. 
I put my trust and confidence in no one else but You, my Lord.

I am not alone in this Waiting Room.  You are not in another room.  You are there with me.  This Waiting Room is like no other.  Nothing can compare to it.  It is an incredible place.  It is the door to Your very heart.  I get to experience profound and lovely things there with You.  I will never be the same.  I give You everything there.  You and I share so much in this season.  You show me things You have never shown me before, but had prepared for me, during this time.  I choose Oh Heavenly Father to Wait and Be Still. 
I choose to be in the Waiting so I can know You more.  Change me oh Lord.  I Wait for Your Fire of Refinement.  Holy Spirit I Wait for Your Fire. 


 




All Honor All Glory All Power
To You
Holy Father   We Worship You
Precious Jesus   My Savior
Holy Spirit    We Wait On You
Holy Spirit   We Wait On You
Holy Spirit  We Wait On You
For Fire

All Honor   All Glory  All Power
To You

We Wait on You Lord
For Fire
We Wait on You Holy Spirit
For Fire
We Wait on You
For Fire

Lord I believe in You and I’ll keep my trust in You
Deep in my Heart Your Presence I find
Let the whole world say what they may…no one can take this moment away.
Lord, I believe in You.

Song Natalie suggested for your heart….
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bb7TSGptd3Y
 
Lyrics to While I'm Waiting :
I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait

I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience
While I'm waiting
I will serve You
While I'm waiting
I will worship
While I'm waiting
I will not faint
I'll be running the race
Even while I wait

I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it's not easy
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve you while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting on You, Lord

Kim Wenrich
Psalm 139
Corinthians 5:17
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I Will Return To My First Love

                                                         
I Will Return To My First Love



You are my Shield…My Strength…My Portion…
My Deliver... My Shelter…Strong Tower…My Very Present Help in time of need.

I remember My First Love.
When I gave You all my heart.

You have made me glad.
 I will say of the Lord, You are my Everything. I have all of Your affection.

I remember…what moved me to say the words….
”Jesus, Come into my heart and forgive me."
I remember that my sins pierced Your side, put the nails in Your hands and the crown of thorns on Your head.

 I remember the day my heart cried out and my lips whispered, in desperation of my sinful state…
”Oh Jesus, I Need You. I want You in my Heart.  Clean me and make me new.”

 

 Jesus, I felt that Love enter me. I could not move.  I did not want to move. 
I wanted to stay right there, in that moment. 
I did not want the world to come near me.
This world has nothing for me…



You put forgiveness on my head like a crown.
Your Love won my heart. 
That day, Lord, You married me.


                     What a beautiful day…I met my First Love.

 

 You said to my heart,
“My Beloved, Everything I do for you, I do for you because I love you.”

Oh Lord, “Never have I seen this kind of Love,
You keep me in your care and steadfast in Your love.”


I am sorry for what I have done.  I am sorry for the sin I commit.



Lord, thank you for making me Your Own. 
Lord, I offer All that I am, I am yours.
For I understand You have done much more for me and gave me much more than I deserve.
I return to my First Love, oh Lord.  You are My First Love. 
You touched my heart and cleansed my spirit. 
I am filled with the presence of Your love for me.  I can not be moved.
                                                 
I run to my First Love…I run to You.                                                                                     
I run and lay at Your beautiful feet.                                                       

The feet that walked Calvary’s road,
to the cross and right into my heart.
It is where I am complete.
I kiss Your feet of mercy.
 



I need You Jesus.
My heart is Yours.
No one else will do.
Lord I put my trust in You.
Thank You for coming to my rescue.                          
Thank You for capturing me with grace.
I will rise and follow You, all the days of my life.
Jesus, You Are My First Love.                                   
             


 Song link, The Lord spoke to my heart for you.....
Made Me Glad, by Hillsong
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oCmBTV08ylc

Kim Wenrich
Psalm 139
Corinthians 5:17
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Trust In Me

 TRUST IN ME




My child I see you. 
I watch over you with eyes full of love and a heart of pure, unshakable devotion.

Thank You my Lord. For watching over me.  I need You more than the air I breath.
Each time I lay my head to rest Lord, I trust in You.  

                                    When I rise, though…I sometimes feel very uncertain.

                                I wake with the world and all it’s cares.  Sometimes, I feel so alone.

My Child, I Am with you.  The world has it’s burdens.
 But I carry everything for you.  Keep your eyes on Me.
Look at what I have for you each new day. 
Because My Child, you woke up today, as My gift to you.
But what you do with this day, is your gift to Me.



                   






                                  Oh my Father, I praise You with such a gift.
           I pray to honor you with this new day and each day you allow me to be in.

                                     
 You are such a Wonderful Father to me. 
 I pray to please You today in all I do.

Oh God, when I fail, when I am weak and am not such a fragrant flower to you…water me with your love and mercy.
Speak to my petals and cause me not to be bruised so easily and deeply.




My Daughter, I made you to be soft and sensitive.
To show my love gently toward others.
I will be all you need to be, that kind of love and I will pour my spirit over you to give off that sweet fragrance.
I will make you strong on the inside, to be able to do all I have planned for your life.  I Am your Father and You belong to Me. 
My thoughts never wander away from you, My Child.

Oh Heavenly Father.  You are my Healer. You Heal those who call unto Your Great Name.
Nothing misses Your attention.
You have all the details of my life in Your hands of grace and compassion.
You are strength when I am weak.
You are grace, when I am failing. You give mercy, when others do not show it.
You lift me up, so I can fly above the hard situations that suppress me. 
All I have to do is trust You  and allow You to take care of me. 

You Oh my Lord, set my feet to dancing and turn my sorrows to joy. 
You make all things beautiful in Your sight and in your perfect time for my life.
Oh Lord, thank You, that I am beautiful to You. 
I can hardly comprehend this Love You have for me. 
Others, are quick to dismiss those around them. 
Others, throw people away and go to another.
Others, judge so harshly and tell those they say they love, what they have to do to be accepted and be called a friend and even to be called family.
But Not You.  You accept with no conditions.
You Are The Father to the father-less.  
You Love with an Everlasting Love. 
You promise there is no condemnation to those who are Yours and Love Your Son.
You Are The Friend that Loves at all times. 
You Are Faithful to faithless.  Love to the unlovable.  Life to the dead. 





God heal me so I may be healed.
 Restore unto me The Joy of Your Salvation and Renew a right spirit within me. 

Keep me sensitive to Your ways.  I do not want to have a hard heart.
The world is hard and offers lifeless treasures.
But Oh God, You give Treasures from Heaven, From Your Very Heart to those who are Yours.  The Treasures of Life Everlasting.
Those are Treasures that will not fade away or decay.

Things of this world that I hold in my hands, get blown in the wind and disappear.
Even if I try to hold them in a tight fist.  They have no value and offer me no life.

I open my hands to you.  My selfish and dirty hands…I fully give you my worthless treasures oh God. 
I want instead to hold the hands of my Sweet Savior Jesus. 


His Hands are clean and are priceless.
His Hands have the scars that carry all the Treasures I could ever want. 
His Hands, gave up life for me and offer me new life. 

 

His hands hold The Cup that Overflows with newness, like I have never seen before.

His hands hold Love that can only be captured through Him! 

I want to hold His Hands.

Oh My God.  My Father.  I want to know those hands and all they hold. 
                             
 I throw myself into Your Arms of Grace and Life. 

                                                             Capture all that I am.
I give You my heart.  Take those broken pieces, those shattered shards of glass that my heart becomes from the experiences of this world…The edges are so terrifying, so sharp, 
That they wound my spirit. 
Mold me into the image of Your Love.

If I could only imagine the beauty of that Love and the shape you would make my brokenness into! 
Jesus Can You Hear Me…Come Heal My Broken Pieces and Be My Father, I Need You.
I can't do this without You.
Take my broken pieces and make me new. 
I am in Your Beautiful Hands. 
I Need You.  I will be fine with You.  You will restore me.


My Precious Child, I Am doing new things. I Am raising you up to a greater strength.
I Am your God and I delight to sing songs of Love, Life and Liberty over you. 
I Am The One that shows you things you have never seen before. 
No Eye has seen, no ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which I have prepared for them that love Me.
All you need to see My Child is on My face.  I see you and you are Beautiful.
I see you and You are so Beautiful to Me.  Let My Love set you free. 
Let Me touch your face and fill your heart. 

Come to Me all who are weary and heavy burdened.  I will give you rest.
I will refresh you.  I Am The Lord God and There is no other. 
I created the heavens and the earth.  The universe declares My glory.
Do not look to the stars, the heavens or the angels, in which I created. 
                        
 But Look to Me, I Am The Creator of All Things. 
                       Do not put your trust in no other. 

Trust in Me with all of your strength, all your heart and all your might, in all things of your life.

I accept you as you are.  There is nothing you can do to earn My Love for you.
I created you in the beginning, before the world even began.
I conceived you in My Heart and gave you a name and purpose. 

I gave you My Son, so that you would believe on Him to except the gift of life, healing and liberty. 
I love you with a passion.  Trust Me.
I have given everything to you, because of  Perfect Love. 

Kim Wenrich
Psalm 139
Corinthians 5:17
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Beautiful Is His Love

Beautiful Is His Love



 I wake and see all that suppresses me.  The burdens of this world are heavy daily.
“Oh God, I cry out to You.  I need You.”                              

 You say to my heart,

                                   
  “My Child give everything to Me.  I will carry you.”                                                                                             

                     
                                    
  I slide down the side of my bed and rest on my knees. 
                              
  “I lift my hands to You, Oh My God. I do put all my trust in You.”

                              I feel His touch.  I am lighter.
 I have sweet time with my Savior.
                                         
   I refuse to live this day without Him.
      One moment with Him on Earth, is a time of eternity in Heaven.

  “I love You my Lord.”

You hear me and receive my heart’s words to Your Prefect Heart of Love toward me.







“I feel You Lord.  I know You are with me.”
  My spirit is quick to respond to His presence.

I hear You say to Your Beloved…..
“My Child, I love you with a love that never ends.  I know what is in your heart. 
I see the deep things no man can see.  All because of My great Love for you.
You are mine and You belong to Me.  I paid the price for you.
 I delight in calling you My Own. 
You are so precious to me and You are beautiful.”


 I say to Him,
“Lord, I am so full of failure.  I make so many mistakes.
 Life is hurting me and I feel like it pulls me away from getting close to you. 
You are so good and so true.  How can You just take me as I am like this?”


My Lord tells my heart,
“Oh My Beautiful One….I have covered you with my own shed blood.
 I see no stain on you.  My blood claims you as Mine. 
The scars I have, I did it all for you. 
You have run away from me.  You have pulled away ….not understanding. 
But I reveal to you the deep things of Me, to your spirit, heart and mind
as you run back to My arms.”

“I see every tear and every worry.  I know your hurt and the ones who have hurt you.
I know who they are that have caused you pain.
 I want you to forgive them and let go of the pain.
My Love for you will be released inside your heart and pour out in stronger ways throughout your life."

"Trust Me.”

I say to My Lord,
"Oh Father, I hear You.  Oh My God, It hurts.
The very core of my heart is in a tight knot of pain.
My tears fall hard and my heart grips tighter with each tear.
I can’t let it go on my own.  Help me My Father.

                                                                          Touch my heart and give me the strength to let go of those things not meant for me to carry.”
                                                                                   

My Lord says,
“I see your scars and wounds…I am The One to touch those places in your life, with a gentle, perfect healing.  I see your brokenness and I will make you whole.
Let me set you free, and let me restore your joy to you once again.”


I say to My Lord,
“Lord, I have been in a season of sadness and pain for far too long. 
My tears have flowed and my heart has ached, day and night. 
This Season has been a long one for me.
I give it all to You now.”

“That season is over and now I know, You and I are in a new season.
You are restoring the inside of me, in a new-ness I have never known before.
Oh God I ask You to search my heart and remove my deep pain, hurt, resentments."
"Oh My Father, draw me close to You.
I don’t want to do anything without You near me. 
You preserve me O My Father. 
I am so captivated by You, My God.
Yet You are The One that says, that I am captivating to You. 
You stir in my spirit with beautiful thoughts of the things that You are.
Oh How Beautiful is such a love as this, that You and I share.
I only want to know You more.  You draw me to Your light." 
   "When I rise up, you are near and when I lay down You are with me."

"Your Love is so complete and so full, that everything about my life is important to Your care. 
You give very close attention to the details of everything that concerns me. 
Keep me sensitive Lord, so that I may be sensitive. 


Keep me joyful Lord, that I may be joyful.
Fill me with Your Precious Holy Spirit, so that I may be full.”



 "My Beloved, Beautiful Child,
 I see no stain on you. 
You are beautiful and without fault in my eyes.
You are pure and innocent to me. 
Your scars and pain will no longer be in your heart.
 I will cause you to know My Love in those places, instead.
 My Love is replacing all that harmed you. 
You are Mine.  I Love You with an Everlasting Love. 
There is no power on Earth to separate you from Me.”



Kim Wenrich
Psalm 139
Corinthians 5:17
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