Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts

Monday, July 9, 2012

A Most Amazing Thing Happened!


                                                        
 A Most Amazing Thing Happened!

Let me set the stage for what I am about to tell you.
First off you must know.  We have an Extraordinary God. 
He is Beautiful in All His Ways.  He Listens to His Children when they talk to Him.
He answers in His Most Perfect Ways. Our God Hears our prayers and He answers us.  He loves us so very much. 

Many of the regular readers may know…I only write when led by The Holy Spirit and I write from a prayerful and grateful heart. 
Because This is never about me…but All About Him and FOR YOU.
I write honestly and raw as well. A few of my friends, have said, I shouldn’t share some sensitive details of my personal life.
Remember, I told you…I only write what He tells my heart to share…..
 I am a real person, living a real life.  The difference is, it is all a testimony to His Love.

           These last few days, I have been in much prayer about needs and concerns for our household.
 I have been praying with a heart that desired change for a deeper level of a relationship with Him as well. 





I recently started thinking about that precious Sparrow that our Lord talks about in the Bible. 

The scriptures I was drawn to were….

Luke 12: 6 & 7
JESUS SAID....
"Are not two sparrows sold for two copper coins? And not one of them is forgotten before God.
But the very hairs of your head are all numbered.
Do not fear therefore; you are of more value than many sparrows.

Matthew 6:25-43
JESUS SAID...
"Therefore I say to you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink; nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than clothing?
Look at the birds of the air, for they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns; yet your heaving Father feeds them. Are you not more value than they?
Which of you by working can add one cubit to his stature?
So why do you worry about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow; they neither toil nor spin.
And yet I say to you that even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these.
Now if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will He not much more clothe you, O you of little faith?
Therefore do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?'
For after all these things the Gentiles seek. For your Heavenly Father knows that you need all these things.
But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.
Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble."

I looked up Details about The Sparrow on the internet. 
I was led to The Female House Sparrow. 
The Sparrow is very small, about 4 to 6 inches long. They are found throughout the world and there are about 50 different species of Sparrow. 
The House Sparrow is strongly associated with human habitations, and can live in urban or rural settings
The House Sparrow is a very social bird and is closely associated with humans.
Many people appreciate their beautiful song. They build their nests in low places.
They lay about 4 to 6 eggs at a time.
Sparrows can be found anywhere there are humans.
Many people through the world enjoy these delightful birds.

I just thought these were some interesting facts…considering I never knew these things about them before now.
We know that God keeps His eyes on the Sparrow and that they mean a lot to Him.
After all He spoke about them in relation to our trusting in Him, in His Word. 
I see our God with His hand open and a little Sparrow loving resting on his thumb as she is eating from His hand.  God’s provision, love and care for His own beautiful creation.  And so are we.

Oh only for us to trust Him as much as this tiny sparrow.

Now yesterday, I reflected on all this and pondered many things in my heart asking the Holy Spirit to reveal His ways, truth, love and promises to my heart as a personal reality between the shared relationship we have.

I talked to my God off and on throughout the day…being careful to listen as well.
I felt assurance and encouraged. 
I posted these scriptures and a couple of pictures of the Sparrow on the God’s Girl Ministries Page on Facebook, to share with others, to encourage other believers.

I then tuned on worship music and thanked my Lord for His goodness.

Then my husband got home from work.  Forgetting to put the weight of the world outside our house door, before he came in…he was heavy with worry and pressures.

I begin to feel it too.  My throat caught in me, like swallowed tears I couldn’t cry.  My heart squeezed with a knot.  I tried to comfort my husband and make light of things.  Trying to get him to laugh a little at silly things.   That worked for a little bit.
My son made a homemade casserole, we ate and we talked a little about having faith in God.
His mood was better, but his face, had the weary look.

I prayed through out the night for him and for our household.

This morning I felt good. I looked forward to doing good busy things and spending time with my Heavenly Father. 
Before my husband left out the house to go to do his busy things.  His mood was back.  This time it infected me.  He was harsh and talking as if we had no God at all.  It was breaking my heart.  My mind was screaming.  “BUT I KNOW HIM. I KNOW MY GOD. HE IS REAL AND HE ANSWERS PRAYER!”  I wasn’t saying these words out loud.
I just wanted my husband to hurry up and go so I could talk to my God.


I was crying and praying. 

“God please reassure me that you have heard me and You are taking care of us.”


My husband called…he was fussy.  I hung up and cried out to my God.
Suddenly, a strength came from the inside of me…and flooded me from the inside out.
This was Confidence in my God. 

I felt sure God did hear me and He was taking care of everything.

I was taking my stand in my faith. In my God.   

I sat down at the table to finish some sewing.  The sewing machine was loud, but faintly I could hear a chirping outside my sliding glass doors.  The chirping was getting louder and louder.  My cat ran over to take a look and I stopped my sewing and looked as well. 

There was a SPARROW.

She was flying back and forth in front of my sliding glass door, chirping as loud as she could and looking right at me.  Once I set my eyes on her, she rested on the porch right in front on the door. Just sitting there now, making sure I was seeing her. 








Tears welled into my eyes from the overflow of my heart
 and I said out loud.
 “Thank You Lord for The Sparrow.
Thank You for the encouragement. 
I know you heard me and have received my prayers.”

Then Off She Went!  Right after I said that.

I called my husband to set some things straight right away and told him this story.
The rest is between God and him….

By writing this my hope and prayer is that you will know how special you are to God. How much He cares for you.  He wants to take good care of us and show us that He is Everything we need and nothing is impossible with Him. 
Talk to Him. Trust Him. Put your Hope in Him.

May you know Him in away you never thought you could have experienced in all your dreams.  God puts man’s best dreams to rest…Because He is God.  Be captivated by Him and may He overwhelm you as He does me with His Love.

Kim Wenrich
Psalm 139
Corinthians 5:17
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Monday, April 16, 2012

Trust In Me




 TRUST IN ME




My child I see you. 
I watch over you with eyes full of love and a heart of pure, unshakable devotion.

Thank You my Lord. For watching over me.  I need You more than the air I breath.
Each time I lay my head to rest Lord, I trust in You.  

                                    When I rise, though…I sometimes feel very uncertain.
                                I wake with the world and all it’s cares.  Sometimes, I feel so alone.

My Child, I Am with you.  The world has it’s burdens.
 But I carry everything for you.  Keep your eyes on Me.
Look at what I have for you each new day. 
Because My Child, you woke up today, as My gift to you.
But what you do with this day, is your gift to Me.



                   






                                  Oh my Father, I praise You with such a gift.
           I pray to honor you with this new day and each day you allow me to be in.
                                     
 You are such a Wonderful Father to me. 
 I pray to please You today in all I do.

Oh God, when I fail, when I am weak and am not such a fragrant flower to you…water me with your love and mercy.
Speak to my petals and cause me not to be bruised so easily and deeply.




My Daughter, I made you to be soft and sensitive.
To show my love gently toward others.
I will be all you need to be, that kind of love and I will pour my spirit over you to give off that sweet fragrance.
I will make you strong on the inside, to be able to do all I have planned for your life.  I Am your Father and You belong to Me. 
My thoughts never wander away from you, My Child.

Oh Heavenly Father.  You are my Healer. You Heal those who call unto Your Great Name.
Nothing misses Your attention.
You have all the details of my life in Your hands of grace and compassion.
You are strength when I am weak.
You are grace, when I am failing. You give mercy, when others do not show it.
You lift me up, so I can fly above the hard situations that suppress me. 
All I have to do is trust You  and allow You to take care of me. 

You Oh my Lord, set my feet to dancing and turn my sorrows to joy. 
You make all things beautiful in Your sight and in your perfect time for my life.
Oh Lord, thank You, that I am beautiful to You. 
I can hardly comprehend this Love You have for me. 
Others, are quick to dismiss those around them. 
Others, throw people away and go to another.
Others, judge so harshly and tell those they say they love, what they have to do to be accepted and be called a friend and even to be called family.
But Not You.  You accept with no conditions.
You Are The Father to the father-less.  
You Love with an Everlasting Love. 
You promise there is no condemnation to those who are Yours and Love Your Son.
You Are The Friend that Loves at all times. 
You Are Faithful to faithless.  Love to the unlovable.  Life to the dead. 





God heal me so I may be healed.
 Restore unto me The Joy of Your Salvation and Renew a right spirit within me. 






Keep me sensitive to Your ways.  I do not want to have a hard heart.
The world is hard and offers lifeless treasures.
But Oh God, You give Treasures from Heaven, From Your Very Heart to those who are Yours.  The Treasures of Life Everlasting.
Those are Treasures that will not fade away or decay.

Things of this world that I hold in my hands, get blown in the wind and disappear.
Even if I try to hold them in a tight fist.  They have no value and offer me no life.

I open my hands to you.  My selfish and dirty hands…I fully give you my worthless treasures oh God. 
I want instead to hold the hands of my Sweet Savior Jesus. 


His Hands are clean and are priceless.
His Hands have the scars that carry all the Treasures I could ever want. 
His Hands, gave up life for me and offer me new life. 





 
His hands hold The Cup that Overflows with newness, like I have never seen before.

His hands hold Love that can only be captured through Him! 

I want to hold His Hands.

Oh My God.  My Father.  I want to know those hands and all they hold. 
                             
 I throw myself into Your Arms of Grace and Life. 
                                                             Capture all that I am.
I give You my heart.  Take those broken pieces, those shattered shards of glass that my heart becomes from the experiences of this world…The edges are so terrifying, so sharp, 
That they wound my spirit. 
Mold me into the image of Your Love.



If I could only imagine the beauty of that Love and the shape you would make my brokenness into! 
Jesus Can You Hear Me…Come Heal My Broken Pieces and Be My Father, I Need You.
I can't do this without You.
Take my broken pieces and make me new. 
I am in Your Beautiful Hands. 
I Need You.  I will be fine with You.  You will restore me.


My Precious Child, I Am doing new things. I Am raising you up to a greater strength.
I Am your God and I delight to sing songs of Love, Life and Liberty over you. 
I Am The One that shows you things you have never seen before. 
No Eye has seen, no ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which I have prepared for them that love Me.
All you need to see My Child is on My face.  I see you and you are Beautiful.
I see you and You are so Beautiful to Me.  Let My Love set you free. 
Let Me touch your face and fill your heart. 

Come to Me all who are weary and heavy burdened.  I will give you rest.
I will refresh you.  I Am The Lord God and There is no other. 
I created the heavens and the earth.  The universe declares My glory.
Do not look to the stars, the heavens or the angels, in which I created. 
                        
 But Look to Me, I Am The Creator of All Things. 
                       Do not put your trust in no other. 


Trust in Me with all of your strength, all your heart and all your might, in all things of your life.


I accept you as you are.  There is nothing you can do to earn My Love for you.
I created you in the beginning, before the world even began.
I conceived you in My Heart and gave you a name and purpose. 



I gave you My Son, so that you would believe on Him to except the gift of life, healing and liberty. 
I love you with a passion.  Trust Me.
I have given everything to you, because of  Perfect Love. 




Kim Wenrich
Psalm 139
Corinthians 5:17
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Monday, March 19, 2012

Beautiful Is His Love











Beautiful Is His Love



 I wake and see all that suppresses me.  The burdens of this world are heavy daily.
“Oh God, I cry out to You.  I need You.”                              

 You say to my heart,
                                   
  “My Child give everything to Me.  I will carry you.”                                                                                             
                     
                                    
  I slide down the side of my bed and rest on my knees. 
                              
  “I lift my hands to You, Oh My God. I do put all my trust in You.”


                              I feel His touch.  I am lighter.
 I have sweet time with my Savior.
                                         
   I refuse to live this day without Him.
      One moment with Him on Earth, is a time of eternity in Heaven.

  “I love You my Lord.”

You hear me and receive my heart’s words to Your Prefect Heart of Love toward me.







“I feel You Lord.  I know You are with me.”
  My spirit is quick to respond to His presence.

I hear You say to Your Beloved…..
“My Child, I love you with a love that never ends.  I know what is in your heart. 
I see the deep things no man can see.  All because of My great Love for you.
You are mine and You belong to Me.  I paid the price for you.
 I delight in calling you My Own. 
You are so precious to me and You are beautiful.”


 I say to Him,
“Lord, I am so full of failure.  I make so many mistakes.
 Life is hurting me and I feel like it pulls me away from getting close to you. 
You are so good and so true.  How can You just take me as I am like this?”


My Lord tells my heart,
“Oh My Beautiful One….I have covered you with my own shed blood.
 I see no stain on you.  My blood claims you as Mine. 
The scars I have, I did it all for you. 
You have run away from me.  You have pulled away ….not understanding. 
But I reveal to you the deep things of Me, to your spirit, heart and mind
as you run back to My arms.”

“I see every tear and every worry.  I know your hurt and the ones who have hurt you.
I know who they are that have caused you pain.
 I want you to forgive them and let go of the pain.
My Love for you will be released inside your heart and pour out in stronger ways throughout your life."
"Trust Me.”

I say to My Lord,
"Oh Father, I hear You.  Oh My God, It hurts.
The very core of my heart is in a tight knot of pain.
My tears fall hard and my heart grips tighter with each tear.
I can’t let it go on my own.  Help me My Father.










                                                                          Touch my heart and give me the strength to let go of those things not meant for me to carry.”
                                                                                   

My Lord says,
“I see your scars and wounds…I am The One to touch those places in your life, with a gentle, perfect healing.  I see your brokenness and I will make you whole.
Let me set you free, and let me restore your joy to you once again.”


I say to My Lord,
“Lord, I have been in a season of sadness and pain for far too long. 
My tears have flowed and my heart has ached, day and night. 
This Season has been a long one for me.
I give it all to You now.”

“That season is over and now I know, You and I are in a new season.
You are restoring the inside of me, in a new-ness I have never known before.
Oh God I ask You to search my heart and remove my deep pain, hurt, resentments."
"Oh My Father, draw me close to You.
I don’t want to do anything without You near me. 
You preserve me O My Father. 
I am so captivated by You, My God.
Yet You are The One that says, that I am captivating to You. 
You stir in my spirit with beautiful thoughts of the things that You are.
Oh How Beautiful is such a love as this, that You and I share.
I only want to know You more.  You draw me to Your light." 
   "When I rise up, you are near and when I lay down You are with me."

"Your Love is so complete and so full, that everything about my life is important to Your care. 
You give very close attention to the details of everything that concerns me. 
Keep me sensitive Lord, so that I may be sensitive. 


Keep me joyful Lord, that I may be joyful.
Fill me with Your Precious Holy Spirit, so that I may be full.”



 "My Beloved, Beautiful Child,
 I see no stain on you. 
You are beautiful and without fault in my eyes.
You are pure and innocent to me. 
Your scars and pain will no longer be in your heart.
 I will cause you to know My Love in those places, instead.
 My Love is replacing all that harmed you. 
You are Mine.  I Love You with an Everlasting Love. 
There is no power on Earth to separate you from Me.”



Kim Wenrich
Psalm 139
Corinthians 5:17
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Thursday, January 19, 2012

A Hug From Jesus


                             A HUG FROM JESUS

This is a true story.  It really happened in my life.
I have wrote about this before…I reflect back on this event from time to time…
when I need a hug from Jesus.
I felt the Lord talk to me heart today about this story and He reminded me how attentive He is in all areas of my life.  He loves His Girls and He wants you to know…that when life is overwhelming and your just exhausted from the stress.  When you are overcome with the emotions that the drama of life floods upon you…He wants you to take a moment, be still and rest in His arms.
Let Him refresh you.  Let Him give you a hug.

Some time ago, when I lived in another area a few hours from where I reside now…I was attending a church there for many years of my Christian walk.  I learned a lot from their Women’s Bible Study there.  I was a young mom and a growing Christian wife.  These women were so helpful in teaching and guiding in those areas of my life. 

One morning I got up to get ready to go to my study group.  I had been having a particularly hard week.  But I was determined to go, so I can learn and grow in The Truth of what God had for my life as a mom and wife. 

I was looking in the mirror at my reflection of applying makeup.  I just suddenly felt this long, deep sigh develop through me from the stresses of my life.  I just stopped a moment, looked into the mirror, trying to see past my reflection to see if I could find the real me through all I was feeling at that moment.

I whispered  to My Lord,
 “God, I could really use a hug from you today.”  “Can I have a hug?”

Well that was that.  I said it and went on with my day forgetting the moment.

I got to the Women’s Bible Study. 
I was late. I have never been late before.  I liked to get there early so I can get my “usual seat” and sit with my “particular group of friends,” in the back of the room.  We liked to chat a little before class started.
(Don’t you know, Jesus knew this about me too, because there is nothing about my life that misses his attention and care)

When I got there that morning, I had no seat.  The Room Was Packed. 
There was barely standing room only. 
I looked at my sweet friends at the back table, where I “usually sit,”  and they whispered, “Sorry,” with a little frown, to show me they cared. 
I shrugged and walked forward to try and find somewhere to sit. 
I saw one seat open, in the very front row…Next to people I didn’t know. 
It surprised me that it was left open, considering women were standing up,  against the walls. 
It was like that seat was meant for only me!
I felt compelled and drawn to sit there. 
Like a magnet pulling me toward that very seat. 

The music started and we all began to worship and sing.
A song came on that I really liked and I began to sing. I closed my eyes and raised my hands to my God.  Just loving on Him from my heart.

I suddenly saw myself……like a movie being played in the theater of my mind.
I saw myself as a little girl about 5 years old with long wispy blonde hair, in a little white dress, barefooted, running in a lushish, deep green field.  Nearby was a Great Oak Tree full of the most beautiful branches and leaves.  No shadows.  There was light all around in an incredible blue sky.  No clouds.


In the distant I could see a man in a white robe with a sash, running toward me with his arms outstretched toward me.  The closer he got, I began to see a smile on his face that assured me and completed a love inside of me. 

I began to run to him.  I knew this man.  I knew he loved me and I loved him too.
We ran and met each other.
He picked me up and hugged me tight…smiling the whole time with a pure and perfect love for me.

I opened my eyes.  I was in the Bible Study group.  But I was being HELD.  Yes, HUGGED.  The woman to my left, had grabbed me and held me and didn’t let go. 
In my mind, in the deep place of truth in my heart…She was being Jesus.
 In my arms, she was Jesus to me.  I got my hug.

She held me for the longest time and I could feel everything I felt as I experienced in the vision of my mind.  It poured into my spirit.

I was overcome by this great act of love. 
I began to weep in this wondrous moment. 

A month or so later.  I went to a Women’s Retreat…with this Bible Study group. 
I saw the woman there.  She was sitting at a table with another lady.
I decided to go introduce myself and tell her what happened, that day…I got a hug from Jesus.

She looked at me and amazement filled her countenance. 
She said to me,  “You know it is the oddest thing.”  “I was standing there worshipping God and all at once, He tells my spirit, “Grab that women next to you and hug her and don’t let go.”  “Now.”
I told her that was at that exact moment, when in my vision Jesus had grabbed me and held me.  I thought you were Him.
Guess what…She Was. 

We are Jesus eyes.  We are His arms.  We are His ears. 
We are His feet.  We are His.

Did you know, whenever you, “Do it to the least of these, you do it unto Him?”

Let us be open and aware to hear Him say to our hearts  and to move our spirits, to love on someone with His love. 
With His comfort.  With His joy.  With His healing touch.

Hug someone today, and don’t let go until You feel better.


Kim Wenrich
Psalm 139
Corinthians 5:17
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